Cada luna llena
un viaje fuera del tiempo
Tirado, tirado, tirado
a través de esa línea invisible.
Este cuerpo del día a día,
una túnica desgastada y gastada queda atrás,
cuando hacemos estos viajes
a la tierra brillante en el otro lado.
Each full moon
a journey outside time.
Pulled, pulled, pulled
across that invisible line.
This day-to-day body
a tired, out worn robe left behind,
when we make these travels
to the shining earth on the Other Side.
I am visiting the Trading Post of Soul-Parts (and Other Fine Medicines) again.
The trail to get here is long and winding.
The path wanders through rising hills of glowing sage and mountain lightning.
The terrain, even the terroir, is what you would call a desert
but it is not exactly so;
though it certainly looks like one, you will also find
fresh water flowing
You never know who's going to be here.
The Travelers ride in from everywhere.
or in a bad mood
due to what they're facing
back on the other side of the veil.
Some, like me, trot in as a red wolf.
Others fly in as fox-faced bats.
Others arrive as hummingbirds, twin-macaws,
cloud-like doves, thirsty pigeons, coyote, deer.
is here for the same thing;
...to trade in soul-parts, sunlight, starlight.
Like it was yesterday, I remember my first sojourn over.
On that gleaming night, I crossed paths with a dusty old Traveler.
A man of few words unless something is asked.
It was from Ojo de Águila (Eagle Eye) that I first learned of our task.
The Lady of the River sent me, I explained.
She told me I would know when to seek you out.
This is why I am here.
What are we meant to do here together exactly?
This was when Eagle-Eye offered a first Clear-Mirrored Reflection to me.
Ahhh. I see.
I thought you might be new to this realm.
Well, amigo, it is a little something like this.
We are here to learn,
and to trade...in sunlight, starlight, knowledge, healing bliss.
“Sunlight?” I asked.
Sí. You see, we are all born from the earth realm
yet we are far more ancient.
But with these bodies, bones, voices, and minds,
we don’t fully understand why it is we are here.
When we come in, we bring things with us of which we are unaware.
Our ancient connection to the stars.
The wounds and unfinished business of our ancestors.
Our untended gifts waiting to be brought forth.
If we distract ourselves and never turn toward these layers
then we never really grow
we never really love
we never expand
we never make contact with our ancestors
or the other invisible helpers whose job it is
to help us shine like the newborn stars that we are.
This is important.
Much violence comes
from people's star-nature imploding,
from not being nurtured, tended, encouraged, softly-held.
You have to grow a sun, a star, just like a garden or a tree.
You have to do so tenderly.
When a person's star-nature is forced into an implosion,
it is a dangerous thread for the weave of time.
This is why it is important for there to be places in the Other-Side World
where Pachamama's Star Children can remember who we really are.
This is why it is important to intervene
when you see the starlight going dull in someone's eyes.
If we let the light go out, the soul goes dark,
and then a little bit more of the world dies.
So, this is our task in Pachamama's Earth School,
which everyone is enrolled in as soon as we take on a Human Suit [body].
Remember our light
develop our star-natures
nurture the sun-glow of others
learn to give
and give away
learn to track the unfolding dream of Infinity
learn to receive
learn to make a wholesome trade
learn to witness each other's wounds and soul-parts along the way.
This is how to create change and re-knit torn parts of the Great Weave.
This great tutelage has infinite expressions.
No one owns Pachamama's way.
It can never be bottled, hoarded, or sold.
Anyone who says differently has a heart that has forgotten,
or they’ve turned desperate and unnecessarily cold.
The outflow of one's own sunlight, starlight, can only be shared
as sacred barter or given outright as a release.
This is what we mean when we say things like:
'He is glowing with fire' or 'Her spirit is free.'
Each person’s sun and starlight medicine is different.
Maybe it is music.
It could be poetry the way the ancients think of it
or some other kind of artistry that hasn't been invented yet.
Growing healing herbs.
Dreaming and dream-working.
Treating a scraped knee.
Waiting for a soul to journey back to the Sun
while we engage in the important work of holding the dying person's form.
It might be a skill you knew in the Foretime
like learning how to read the weather five days out
by studying the small ribbon of blue
in the last moments of the day's fading light.
This is why we make the journey a few times a year.
We show up with the soul-part we've nurtured and grown.
We share it, we offer it, we "trade it" with each other
so we can grow and heal and learn
and remember each other’s sunlight, each other’s starlight, and our own.
Then, we go away, honestly, with a bit more light,
from the light we've taken in, honestly, into our dreaming-bodies
and we carry that light back home, honestly, to nurture all that it is for another season
I found myself intrigued
by what Eagle-Eye meant by "honestly."
As we sat around the crackling fire,
embers breathing cobalt-blue and red,
I handed him a bundle of copal and tobacco
wrapped in turquoise cloth, bound with a sun-yellow thread.
Tío, uncle, speak to me of this light and relating to it honestly, I said.
People are starving for an honest relationship with the light
in that world on the other side of the veil.
As a result, it is turning what could be an earthly heaven into a living hell.
They have forgotten how the bodies of their own mothers
was a sacred boat that carried them
from the stars into the realm of earth at the time of their birth.
They have misplaced the rainbow thread of the Sun
that reminds them they are meant to be servants
of the inner glow in themselves and others.
They have become like vipers biting and grasping at everything.
I have traveled over there and walked among them, invisible;
I can see the trouble unfolding every day.
It is even in their eyes, which is easy to spot if you let yourself really see.
The light has gone out in some of them,
and this has turned them into Thieves of Light,
Light-Stealers, which is a form of malnourishment and sorcery.
The emptiness they feel inside from the diminished light within
shapes them into desperate beings.
They try to steal the light from everyone and everything around them,
and some even turn around, with great theatre, and try to portray
they are a great source of light themselves.
They do not see our mother, Pachamama, as holy.
They claw at her body, poison her blood,
cut her hair, beat and rape her.
Some of the men's eyes over in the Other-Side World
have even become like hungry packs of rabid dogs.
Eyes that take in beauty like an artist, healer, or gardener
feel different on the skin, in the soul, of a woman
than famished eyes that take in beauty like a meal to be eaten,
which happens when a man is starving in his own soul for his own light.
This kind of man is not a caballero, a gentlemen-knight.
They approach everything like a hungry predator.
The only thing a man should hunt is his own spirit's medicine;
the true teachings of the Sun and starlight waiting for him in his own soul.
If the ground of his being isn't enriched by his spirit's own medicine,
his soul will start to go hungry
and that kind of starvation
leads a person to become a parasite.
True men cultivate themselves, with Pachamama as their guide.
Men with these kinds of eyes see beauty the way Pachamama sees beauty.
They become caballeros, jardineros, chivalrous knights and gardeners,
tenders and protectors of the Great Sweet River of Life.
Instead, so many of them in the world over there
are being shaped into rabid spirits, destroyers, purveyors of fear.
Until men and women have truly tended the light within themselves, honestly,
they are exiles to the abundant garden that their own life could be
and will relentlessly
enter the world
scheming of ways
...and this was my first introduction
to The Trading Post of Soul-Parts (and Other Fine Medicines).